More Time to Change - Changing the Face of Cancer

More Time to Change....

Changing the Face of Cancer

By CGCreel


2-29-16

I never even saw the danger it is more than the extra pounds it is the hardship on the brain not just the body. In 2008 we would of had 2 more years to find a way to a happy ending. The cancer

would have been small. 

It would another full 2 years before I could see the high risk behaviors of the American Dream created for my family. The mass would have been smaller and less able to defend itself, giving many more options. What stopped me I did not want to change, to give up what we loved to mindlessly eat judging on taste alone and  what we love to do. What we couldn't live without and what would take away we love the most.  

I look back and think how naive it was to believe I could cheat death. Death can not be cheated. Death plays by the rules and to step away from deaths door is to play a better game if chess.

I play that game well and forever the sacrifice was worth every

minute. I just started reading the rules too late or really feeling the

rules too late..... We ran out of time. I do what I am able

2015

Go out live a life that builds the immune system to feel the difference. Feel it and words will never be enough. The I wants are traded for satiation not just creating the feeling of full.

Become who you are intended to be.

If I could do it all over I would not let fear run my life, but fear seems to be a side effect of low impact or junk food. It is difficult to make the first step and then it becomes do able to move forward. Today is the  here and now it is always a choice of timing and a race against the clock with the battle being within and never outside. The adventure is yours to take.




Never perfection 
Always connection

Cindy
And in memory of John and Gary
May we always heal

gofundme.com/johnwillheal




Nature's world is self correcting

Gary and John are gone, what we learned still helps  others

Never Perfection

Always connection

Thank you
for your support,

Cindy and in memory of John and Gary

gofundme.com/johnwillheal

https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/

Change the thinking
Change the belief
Create a better life

Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary 

Gary and John July 2016

We made a great team. 

Gofundme.com/johnwillheal
A new way to help the immune system become stronger than the world




please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer 
John's is gone 
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
https://www.gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal
https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/




John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine

The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short. 

We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better. 

Discovery
By CGCreel

The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina

Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
 For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war

or pay the price.
Please click on donate and give what you are able

Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share

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Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

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Thanks for believing,




Cindy, in memory John & Gary

Gary and John July 2-15-16

finding a way everyday to heal


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Do the good die young? Do the bad really live? Changing the Face of Cancer

Do the good die young?
Do the bad really live?

Changing the Face of Cancer

By CGCreel


2-28-16

It may not be so much about good as understanding the feelings the world creates. We are a highly educated society. Yet are we busy too busy just accumulating knowledge through education rather then learned education.


The largest hole in education is a person with only an ablity to pass a test leaves them high and dry to over come sudden most often. In learned education it gives the knowledge cupoled with real world experience giving a mind that more often over comes sudden and never stops increasing and ablity to connect.

In changing the Face of Cancer I found John and Gary both highly educated Gary could answer almost any question. John in many ways was a learned educated person except the most important the mind body connection that gives a connection between the cells of the body to the vastness of space. It is a feeling that guides to solutions to end up being one with the world. It was the loss of feeling this created for my family the sudden in time. It cause could be as simple as not enough enzymes around the Y that is in the center of the brain that connects the body to the mind.

It was the mind body connection that in the last year gave Gary and John the greatest joy. In the long run, for them, it became too little too late. They ran out of time

As the care giver it was my job to understand even before John or Gary did. It was my job to help them become the learned educated. It is my price to pay that I was well educated for too many years to succeed in profit and did not change soon enough back to who I always was and learned educated understanding good doesn't mean anything without epiphanies and bad may hurt others by pushing them off the path so one may stay on the path. Leaving a person to be one of the walking dead, breathing with low ablity to connect with a transfer to constantly looking for perfection.

Go out live a life that builds the immune system to feel the difference. Feel it and words will never be enough. The I wants are traded for satiation not just creating the feeling of full.

Become who you are intended to be.




Never perfection
Always connection

Cindy
And in memory of John and Gary
May we always heal

gofundme.com/johnwillheal




Nature's world is self correcting

Gary and John are gone, what we learned still helps  others

Never Perfection

Always connection

Thank you
for your support,

Cindy and in memory of John and Gary

gofundme.com/johnwillheal

https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/

Change the thinking
Change the belief
Create a better life

Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary 

Gary and John July 2016

We made a great team. 

Gofundme.com/johnwillheal
A new way to help the immune system become stronger than the world




please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer 
John's is gone 
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
https://www.gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal
https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/




John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine

The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short. 

We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better. 

Discovery
By CGCreel

The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina

Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
 For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war

or pay the price.
Please click on donate and give what you are able

Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share

One family 2  at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal

gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal

Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT



Thanks for believing,




Cindy, in memory John & Gary

Gary and John July 2-15-16

finding a way everyday to heal


> gofundme.com/johnwillheal

One wish...... Pain Free ~ Changing the Face of Cancer

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One wish......

Pain free

Changing the Face of Cancer

By CGCreel


2-22-16

One wish.... Pain free.

There is only absence of good. There is only learning. There is pain to direct.


It maybe why we struggle so much in the last 2000 year we have learned to avoid pain instead of eliminate pain. We create ways to

falsely stop pain with pills, shots, technology, we learn to control instead of knowing how to correct.


It seems we may become too comfortable to find nature's path to self correct to eliminate pain not just cover.


It is by what we understand and how we are willing to change that we are self directed to avoid pain or counteract pain.

We buy, we trade, we do not move we die early instead of live free if we are unwilling to change. There is no cheating, there is only

living with what we create.


We are a part of nature 100% where pains original design is to direct to pain free with solutions designed into nature to move us towards elimination of pain to over come Sudden without even realizing Sudden came and went.

My number one goal with John and Gary was to eliminate pain not just cover it up and grow new brain cells and connections so the immune system would be fully functioning. It was rare John or

We worded together as a team we gained we lost we move on

Gary was in pain and in the last few years it was amazing how the brain grew to form a mind that connected to the world. In the end it was more like a car accident many little factors adding up to a big Sudden and once life is gone we can only help others and our selves by what we gained from the experience. Yes my heart hurts deep and wide and for me normal is different. I will never have what I want a normal with Gary and John. I will create a new life with my children that in many ways will created more connections to build the immune system rather than depleting it. To grow to who we are intended to be.


Nature's world is self correcting

Gary and John are gone, what we learned still helps  others

Never Perfection

Always connection

Thank you
for your support,

Cindy and in memory of John and Gary

gofundme.com/johnwillheal

https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/

Change the thinking
Change the belief
Create a better life

Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary 

Gary and John July 2016

We made a great team. 

Gofundme.com/johnwillheal
A new way to help the immune system become stronger than the world




please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer 
John's is gone 
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
https://www.gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal




John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine

The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short. 

We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better. 

Discovery
By CGCreel

The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina

Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
 For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war

or pay the price.
Please click on donate and give what you are able

Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share

One family 2  at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal

gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal

Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT



Thanks for believing,




Cindy, in memory John & Gary

Gary and John July 2-15-16

finding a way everyday to heal


> gofundme.com/johnwillheal

Change happens without permission Changing the face of cancer

Change happens without permission 

Changing the face of cancer 

By CGCreel
2-17-16
In a loss we look for shadows.....
In the dark I can hear my old life 
just a thought way.
It calls to me like a whisper on the breeze

Just a thought away
I am a visitor in our home
Just a thought away
Letting go, holding on tight to empty
Just a thought away
Something unknown and yet familiar
Just a thought away
Us.... You..... Me..... The New me
Just a thought away
CGCreel
2-2016

Change is the constant in life we think we are stooping change and change still happens until one day we look around and wonder what happened. It is only being flexible, cooperative and proactive we have a chance to change with nature, not against her. There is no cheating Nature she reacts to what we do. Like it or not we are part of nature forever or we die as if in outer space with out a space suit. It is when we proactively try to keep up with change we have a chance to create the change we want. We will not destroy the Earth


We will Change it
by each choice we make

We build the immune system or we change just as if cancer was trying to change it.

Change will happen and is happening and it is like the cancer I understood so well and yet lost the edge in one moment and lost John and then Gary over the last few weeks. We change towards building the immune system or we pay a price of not understanding who we are intend to be. Without change towards flexible and cooperative with nature and proactive by many the changes that will happen will not be in our favor. It most likely will be in favor of any other type of life not human or mammal. Or we will become minions ... GMO people. Not really people just like the food.

There is time and the only thing we can control is our voice and what we do with our money and time.

Build the immune system and we all win, support things that attack the immune system to greatly then we will create change.

We will not destroy the Earth we will change the Earth.

For better or worseTogether we can fit into nature and become stronger than the world. It is not the large but the invisible that is the most

dangerous. It moves us without us feeling the first move. It is up to us to understand the shadows of the non physical to affect the physical and trade Dark happiness for light happiness. With a strong immune system we have a chance to over come Sudden maybe even without knowing we had Sudden come along. It is choices lost that is the price to pay, in thought and in design we grow strong or weak.


The difference is beyond words but the feeling is forever strong.


Change the thinking
Change the belief
Create a better life

Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary 

Gary and John July 2016

We made a great team. 

Gofundme.com/johnwillheal
A new way to help the immune system become stronger than the world




please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer
John's is gone
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
https://www.gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal




John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine

The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short.

We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better.

Discovery
By CGCreel

The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina

Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
 For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war

or pay the price.
Please click on donate and give what you are able

Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share

One family 2  at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal

gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal

Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT



Thanks for believing,




Cindy, in memory John & Gary

Gary and John July 2-15-16

finding a way everyday to heal


> gofundme.com/johnwillheal

Cancer Hates Ideas. Ideas live on to Change the Face of Cancer

Cancer Hates Ideas 

Ideas live on 

to  Change the Face of Cancer 

by CGCreel
1-19-2016

 please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer
John's is gone 

the ideas life on
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"I reached for a hand that no longer exists
I wonder if I will ever feel the magic again
A single tear falls
I long for a dream that feels like a memory
Just breath
Just change" ~ CGCreel

It may be our immune system and experience that helps us make a

Letters To Jennifer a gift from John to Cindy

better choice that ultimately helps us become who we are intended to be.

With the loss of John the realization, like a car accident there was always something more to be done that he could have lived comes acceptance of what is. Left to learn to move forward alone and yet with many who also lost the same connection.

It is in this path from past to future we all may see the truth of what is a need and what is a want. I find as I pack our old life away

Jack London Square Oakland CA every opportunity taken to heal

the strength to remember, to let go and step forward to rebuild without half my heart.


It is the ideas we create through epiphanies in life that create the new world without one.

It may start with reading but always Epiphanies take action. to be created

It is the rediscover of who they were and why they did what they did that is our greatest gift to be able to move on without, to breath again, to move on even with fear whispering in your ear.

And so for the first time I read the gift job gave me many years ago to discover what he needed to share with me when cancer was stealing John's voice of conversational connection........

I start reading

Sam's letters to Jennifer

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John is gone
the ideas live on
to help those who are willing to change

John healed and in 5 minutes could not over come sudden not a heart attack but a heart that stopped. There were solution but not in hand to help stop sudden.

The experience and knowledge john and I gained is not lost, it is

part of my soul, it is there to help move us all forward. Step by step we learn to find our way in the shadows to look back and see the light of knowledge grow to help all become who they are intended. To never stop at want and always do what we are able.

The healing keeps happening

Power of the fork 
Connect to healIt is never about money
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Gary and in memory of John 

Gofundme.com/johnwillheal

A way to help the many help themselves

John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine

Discovery
 By CGCreel

The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina

Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
 For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war

or pay the price.
Please click on donate and give what you are able

Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Gary, Shaun, Gabe, Gary and in memory of John 

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share

One family 2  at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal

gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal

Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT



                                                                      Thanks for believing,

Cindy,  in memory John & Gary

finding a way everyday to heal

> gofundme.com/johnwillheal