RIP John, the wave will continue to Changing the face of Cancer

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John RIP 1-3-2016
One life is gone, 
his ideas live on 
to help change the face of cancer. 
John has very large shoes to fill
Cash flow isn't smooth yet
need help to get back on our feet
while our hearts are breaking life goes on

We need help please do what you are able. 
Gary is still healing his brain cancer. Please help 





The last words to Ashley were "I love you"
The last words to me was "I am sorry"
It was the words and time spent together in the last two years that healing gave us a way to connect like no other time in our lives, between John and myself, with Kelly, Ashley, Gabe, Shaun, Gary and all our friends, family and strangers.
Last week, which is now for ever our last date night we saw Star Wars which was the best time and as we walk to the car holding hands we stopped for the light I looked over at my handsome John and said, "No matter how many dates we go on, no matter how much time we spend together I can never get enough of you"
John smiled and looked back into my eyes and said, "I feel the same way, Do you know you are the best wife any man could ask for you have gone above and

beyond"
i smiles back and squeezed John's hand saying, "It doesn't matter how much I do to help you, the only thing that matters is that you are here with me"
This is the memory that will carry me through and keep John alive for me. It was just a few days later that we ended up in the hospital. It was our last date night, but the feeling goes beyond time and space to stay with me.
John knew it wasn't the cancer that was taking him away, he didn't need to tell me anything I could feel the message and understood what he understood and how he had become who he was intended to be. Something changed in the

biochemistry when John tried to go to the bathroom, the last time this happened we were at home and I had access to what would help solve the issue, the faith was set in stone when only drugs were the primary attack. I new 45 min to an hour of keeping Johns body going was the only shot. I got 49 minutes when 20 minutes was when they were going to stop.
Today it is too late for John he is with us in a different way. His... our work of helping people connect with how to help themselves will have a ripple effect to help many. Every elevator ride, every store, every odd little place John could

connect with another who needed hope of a solution, a connection a way to fill as if not alone even if on a difficult path of Cancer.
Thank you for all your support while we heal and we continue to help Gary heal there is a little time and much to do to mover beyond our pain. I reach for John's hand to hold and often another will gap it, it is not the same but it helps to fill the hole in my heart, in our hearts.
There is much work to be done to find a new normal without the man I love, without the father of my children, we just have to remember to feel John and hold each others hand now that he is not able too. We learned death is not about dying it is about a living always, a new kind of life, it is about connecting the living. Still wishing John was here to connect back with him.

Thank you for all your love, support the story will continue with one life that is not longer what we learned can not be erased and John hoped it will help others not to suffer, to change the face of cancer.
Yes we do need help in many ways, this is very difficult in many ways. there is still healing cancer and hearts. Let us know if you can help. Thanks. Have to keep the lights on.

If you are local we will need much help after we figure out a plan and a path. John was seamless in what he did and has larger shoes to fill. Our hearts are cut deep but in time and learning to breath we know life will be grand again but oh so different. 

John Cearley I love you, your children love you and I had no idea how many lives you touched I most likely will never know. Thank you for being my guy you were my happiness you gave me freedom to live and learn together to become better as two than one. As it should be for all. 

Thank you one and all. John's ideas live on to help the many. Everyday we will still talk and find some we have not met before has been touched by an idea to give us a better life. We don't need credit, we just need a change to be stronger than the world around us. 

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Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Gary, Shaun, Gabe, Gary and in memory of John 

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share

John is gone but we understand more to help the many, It was his wish the work go on

One family 2  at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal
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Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT



                                                                      Thanks for believing,

Cindy, John & Gary

One family two at risk
finding a way everyday to heal

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