Old Goal:
Fully healing 2015 for John
Uncle Gary to survive each day to thrive
it works for years until sudden was not over come
it works for years until sudden was not over come
like a car accident there is always something missed
we could have changed the out come. They are non physical memory to affect the physical
New Goal:
Help others
through the Epiphanies
of helping John and Gary heal
Never perfection
Always connection
Pain free reality
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Healing in a new way
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All LIFE Matters, big and small
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In a loss we look for shadows.....
In the dark I can hear my old life
just a thought way.
It calls to me like a whisper on the breeze
Just a thought away
I am a visitor in our home
Just a thought away
Letting go, holding on tight to empty
Just a thought away
Something unknown and yet familiar
Just a thought away
Us.... You..... Me..... The New me
Just a thought away
CGCreel
2-2016
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Foggy Brain Be Gone!
Hello freedom to think
at will
~ Changing the Face of Cancer
By CGCreel
3-4-16
Oh the Pain Just take my arm away please.
Just as bad a child birth but no end in sight unless I work to change. I would trade all my worldly things not to have pain but I know that is not nessisary.
It has been two months and forever ago that John passed. We are managing to create a new normal and help the many. And in the last too months stress has been an all time high with Gary's passing also, sell our family home, down sizing and having a crazy life
style change. It is clear to me why people have so difficult time regaining a pain free world that give opportunity to ideas and productivity that gives way to a contentment like no other. John afforded me the luxury of discovery while he was alive. It was always about cell heath and what worked within the the world. I didn't take me long to figure out what I believed and what worked were two different things.
Even the great, the powerful, the rich fall hard when they do not follow the feelings that guide to the sweet spot in life. I had to relearn this rule. There is no cheating. In the stress and business of creating a safe spot in my life by starting to cleaning up all the hidden cost of cancer I barley cooked and worse turned to the dark side eating out way too often and in the weak moment eating that processed sugars. among other things. Finding the dreaded Dark Happiness of the moment instead of long term. In the absents of
those I loved the most and spent the last 7 years and 3 years in high primary caregiver mode, life changed and I search for the boundaries of life once again to find that sweet spot that is forever moving some call zen.
3-4-16
Oh the Pain Just take my arm away please.
Just as bad a child birth but no end in sight unless I work to change. I would trade all my worldly things not to have pain but I know that is not nessisary.
It has been two months and forever ago that John passed. We are managing to create a new normal and help the many. And in the last too months stress has been an all time high with Gary's passing also, sell our family home, down sizing and having a crazy life
Even the great, the powerful, the rich fall hard when they do not follow the feelings that guide to the sweet spot in life. I had to relearn this rule. There is no cheating. In the stress and business of creating a safe spot in my life by starting to cleaning up all the hidden cost of cancer I barley cooked and worse turned to the dark side eating out way too often and in the weak moment eating that processed sugars. among other things. Finding the dreaded Dark Happiness of the moment instead of long term. In the absents of
And the price to pay an arm with tightness that muscle that feels like boulders from the neck to the finger tips on the right side.
Normally John would have helped every day to keep this away but there is no John so it is self help and I get help from my
Pain is our counteracting agent to say we are off base go back to normal, danger off base back to normal. As a last resort I would use big pharma, but there is a lot of path between me and them so I use what big pharma does used what is in nature to help heal (big pharma uses nature's patterns to create a man made item, they kind of copy and change maybe mostly for profit)
It took 5 hours of biochemistry change through compounding of natures best to become pain free once again. It only lasted until
Everyone is different at each moment in time. What most do not connect is with a proactive pain free, not a hidden pain, the bonus is most likely growing new brain cells or better, faster connections, remembering more to create more judgment and better results in life. Trading out the foggy mind to have higher levels of thinking
The freedom to think will be mine again soon.This was not simple to create, it took time, some money and a willingness to change to find who I am intend to be. In my heart I know what is possible for the one so is it for the many.
John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on to help others heal.
Never perfection
Always connection
Pain free reality
Cindy
And in memory of John and Gary
May we always heal
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Nature's world is self correcting
Thank you
for your support,
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Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary
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A new way to help the immune system become stronger than the world
please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer
John's is gone
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
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https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/
John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine
The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short.
We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better.
Discovery
By CGCreel
The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina
Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war
Change the thinking
Change the belief
Create a better life
Change the belief
Create a better life
Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary
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| Gary and John July 2016 |
We made a great team.
Gofundme.com/johnwillheal
A new way to help the immune system become stronger than the world
please help John's family Continue to change the face of cancer
John's is gone
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
https://www.gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal
https://www.facebook.com/itisbydesign/
John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine
The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short.
We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better.
Discovery
By CGCreel
The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina
Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war
or pay the price.
Please click on donate and give what you are able
Power of the fork
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on.
Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary
Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer.
Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share
One family 2 at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal
gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal
Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.
Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT
Thanks for believing,
Cindy, in memory John & Gary
finding a way everyday to heal
> gofundme.com/johnwillheal
Please click on donate and give what you are able
Power of the fork
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on.
Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary
Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer.
Help us find a way...... to connect.... to thrive.... please give and share
One family 2 at risk,
Changing the face of cancer
and Johnwillheal and garywillheal
Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.
Change someones life for the better....... CONNECT
Thanks for believing,
Cindy, in memory John & Gary
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| Gary and John July 2-15-16 |
finding a way everyday to heal
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