Free of Sadness More than happiness - Changing the Face of Cancer

Story of the past...

Fully healing 2015 for John

Uncle Gary to survive each day to thrive
it works for years until sudden was not over come

like a car accident there is always something missed
We had 2 minutes and the solution was 7 minutes away
Gary could not over come the loss of John
Affected by the loss of John we could not
help Gary enough to life.

we could have changed the out come. 
They are non physical memory to affect the physical

New Goal:
Help others
through the Epiphanies 

of helping John and Gary heal

Never perfection
Always connection
Pain free reality

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In a loss we look for shadows.....

In the dark I can hear my old life 

just a thought way.

It calls to me like a whisper on the breeze

Just a thought away

I am a visitor in our home

Just a thought away

Letting go, holding on tight to empty

Just a thought away

Something unknown and yet familiar

Just a thought away

Us.... You..... Me..... The New me

Just a thought away

CGCreel

2-2016

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In the distance I here the peacocks call
the screech owl fly over head silently
In the darkness I can still see
the bright eyes
I knew were just for me. 
forever they live in my mind
Of who you were.
~CGCreel 

Free of Sadness More than Happiness....

Pursuit of Happiness

 ....Changing the Face of Cancer

By CGCreel 4-1-2016

What was once so important in the aftermath of cancer and death it

becomes clear what was foolish to hang on to and what is truly a need of all important to create the pursuit of happiness. Ironically it is only in the pursuit we find we are happy. It is only when we are doing what we are able happiness forms and takes hold. It is only when our goal is to give hope to others happiness is found and stabilized.

We know we have arrived when we are just as happy for another's successes without personal gain as we are for our own successes.

We carry our happiness with us no matter where we live

If we do not keep up with the change in life we slide off the top and wonder where our happiness went too. That we wasted 30 years of our lives instead of knowing we learned and we moved as soon as we could to create and carry more than happiness and freed from sadness.

We carry our happiness inside where ever we go that is the job of the immune system. The immune system job seems to keep us from feeling stressed so we can create a way of pursuing happiness even in the face of death and dying we learn it is never about death it is always about the living.

On My Journey I found.....

Slowly I rebuild my life with solutions that create happiness. It helps to have friends that knew me and my family once upon a

time. I my work to help give hope I have made many connections in helping others help themselves. Last week I gave my card to a person who was dealing with some possible major issues a week later  he called me in hopes of a conversation. We had a few conversations. The amazing part is he was a good friend of my John's from about 40 years ago, I met him once, but we did not remember each other at the time. So my "job" is just to transfer the idea of hope so he will able to do what he needs to do, to become self correcting of finding

working solutions. No one can do that for anyone else we can only support and hope they find a way to a solution's that works within the real world.

When I do what I was born to do I am free of sadness and have

more than happiness. Only when I can create that feeling even for one second do others understand the why it is worth the work to change to where the world is now. in finding real working solutions.

In biochemistry terms from my understanding I am finding a new way to create oxytocin and endorphins (chemistry to create

Healthy biochemistry may  activates empathy

happiness)  to replace the cortisol that flooded my brain upon the loss of John and Gary so I can create happiness and move forward without them and still carry them in my heart.

The weird part is I am John in so many ways. I had to step in to his world to get my world back in order. He gave me the freedom to become who I am and who I will become. While Gary, my brother, gave me different freedoms to discover who I was in my childhood and beyond.

These two men gave me more than I could have imagined and I am thankful for having them in my life. Just wish it had been for another 50 years. 

It is not just profit, it is the pursuit of happiness which has little to do accumulations of things.

This is one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind.
Thanks for the great conversations.
Never perfection
Always connection
choose wisely
We can change the world
for the better together

Thanks for believing

Cindy
Creating a life with out John and Gary
in their memory empowering to heal with ideas of life

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Never perfection

Always connection

choose wisely

We can change the world

for the better together.

Thanks for believing

Cindy

Creating a life with out John and Gary remember what they helped me learn yesterday and tomorrow, in their memory.

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http://m.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2015/03/how-to-teach-doctors-empathy/387784 

John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on to help others heal

May we always heal

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Nature's world is self correcting

Thank you
for your support,

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Change the thinking
Change the belief
Create a better life

Cindy and
in memory of John and Gary 

Gary and John July 2016

We made a great team. 

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John's is gone
Gary's gone
the ideas lives on
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John's new life wasn’t about right or wrong. It was about leaning to change. It is why his life became more then the cancer. It became changing the face of cancer. Not by treatments but by ideas may be the best way John lives on. I love you bunches and bunches You will be fine

The day that John died was the day Gary started to die, he could not over come the sudden of John's death and try as he might he lost the ability to live. He tried but in the long run just stopped moving. We had long chats and time that was spent was the best but life without the ones we love falls short.

We will forever have a loss and never again have the normal we all wanted, We grow stronger to create a new connection with the living and together we are better.

Discovery
By CGCreel

The door of opportunity knocks softly
I can feel it near, not see it or hear it until it slammed shut
The sound had caught my attention
yet it is too late to keep it open for it is now locked
The key is there waiting to be found to once more open the door of opportunity if only by the fingertips
Life hangs in the balance between ingenuity and stamina

Only time will show the outcome if the door is opened
enough to squeeze through to hold on to the brass ring
and to live holding on to the only value
we carry our minds, bodies and souls.
 For he is my world
He is his daughters worlds
It is his ideas and spirit that creates us
We must win enough battles to win this war

or pay the price.
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Power of the fork 
Connect to heal
Changing the face of cancer lives on. 

Cindy, Kelly, Ashley, Shaun, Gabe, and in memory of John and Gary

Two days after John's passing I spoke to a doctor asked them if they knew what Nagalase was and he knew. I asked how and he told me Dr. Dhaliwal, who is the partner of Gary's Oncologist which had never heard of Nagalase. We many not get credit but we will create a change, we will change the face of cancer. 



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Changing the face of Cancer one day at a time.

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Thanks for believing,




Cindy, in memory John & Gary

Gary and John July 2-15-16 

finding a way everyday to heal


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John's story of hope
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