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Suicide: Who did you just miss?

Stop Read & Discover
by CGCreel
3-25-2015
 

Suicide: a side effect of absents of health. 

“What have I done? I don’t want to die. God, please save me!”

For a year John was asked by the doctor's "do you have thoughts of hurting yourself?

I keep in mind everyday, every time, part of the battle of having been identified with a head size sarcoma is the possibility of a faster way out of life, suicide. It is real if it is in your mind and there are solutions to open the door back to life. Half of what Team JOHN creates for John is solving for x. We work hard to keep John on the track of thrive, he has never had a thought of a fast way out of life. John has always tried, half the battle won. 



I wrote this is memory of my friend "Dave", I miss everyday and wonder most often what could have been done to help instead of what was done. Linear thinking traps, flexible conversation creates solutions that open up real. 

On a different day by different means I wonder if the thought was the same. What have I done? I want to live, but this time it could not be. In Memory of one of my best friends ever,

Dave.  I still miss our conversions and wish I knew what I know now. Life could have been different Our paths change by others choices. People aren't always sad the day of, they always have conversations to find a way. When the conversation is misunderstood there is no one to help those who set there sights beyond the edge of the cliff to walk into the horizon and find nothing but air unable to provide anything but a new thought.

What was the last thought? I will never know. I am left with questions of how could I help and I hear your voice in the distance that did not fade with memory. I hear your laughter, I see your smile, the spark of life like no one I knew. I carry you with me in my heart, to accept what can not change and know the conversation still goes on and on and on with your answers always staying the same. I hear your voice and I smile back into the air. 

Thank you Dave for being.

Dave's solution was for his family, the real solution was never stayed in his mind and left his wife and children with a memory that will never be lost of not finding a solution. Know one understood the needs before the event.  For me and my family it left a thought of how could we have met Dave's needs. For all it left a hole in the heart that can only leave a scar of want.

The most dangerous act of need in the world: To loose hope of thought and faith of action and everyone suffers when no one has to be alone in finding a 
solution for x. 

Do we understand to change before it is to late? Suicide is a biochemistry issue that temporarily shuts off the feeling we can not hurt ourselves. The simplest action could recreate the ability of the bio chemistry to stop an action, a glass of water, a bit of food, a kind word or the hope for sleep that could happen.  A door of opportunity only, that is enough if we are able to walk through it.

We do not leave this life willing with hope and faith in place. That is what cancer taught me and those who lost their battle. It is important to know the why and to have enough empathy to act, to help others help themselves restore a little hope and faith so life will have a chance to survive and thrive. We too often trade the self centered feeling of pity, sympathy, hate, anger for empathy and act of understanding that includes two or more not just one. Empathy moves to help, sympathy is all about the one who is feeling it. We know when we are talking with someone with empathy we can feel the difference of being a "team". 

Please leave a comment of who you miss. 

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Cindy and John
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We will find a way with conversation. 

Still a long way to go for full healing. Doing everything we can and yes we can still use help. Everything cost money.

Thanks for the great conversations.

Thanks for believing,
Cindy and John

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Prays. good thoughts and any support are all welcomed.
Thanks for believing
Cindy
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Prays. good thoughts and any support are all welcomed.
Thanks for believing
Cindy
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