Is Tea time and Cancer in Minutes, Hours or feelings? Happy New Year Time for a new cup of tea. For a Cancer Free World

Is Tea time and Cancer in Minutes, Hours or feelings?

Happy New Year Time for a new cup of tea. 

For a Cancer Free World

12-30-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel

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Happy New Year 2015! May you find what you need when you need it all year long! May the cup of tea you choose be what you need the most.

"Time is such a man made idea of hours and minute. In nature time is not judged on such things. It is judge in ideas that are understood, in actions that are taken that. Is judged how much we try and what ideas that work with nature as the universe is designed? When we fail to work with nature, nature will always have the last word" ~ CGCreel



Time is not in minutes or hours it is in lifetimes of feelings:

The day that I looked out upon the sidewalk and noticed a difference in the light and shadow was the day I judged life from a different view to make real life possible to find real world answers to find the feeling of words written 1000's of years ago and know that they are true today as they were then. The fake in my life became almost unbearable stealing a life time of smiles for moments of happiness and the fake in my life came to be real as real as the identified sarcoma cancer is in the love of my life's abdomen. The fake would take everything from me if I did not change to change Johns very thoughts.

I had to find real, on this journey, I did not travel fast enough to stop the sarcoma from growing. On this journey to find real I have gained hope to faith to proof of what works in the real world. As in life there is still time as long as there is life to be feed to grow or die and accept.

 One year ago I did not focus on the death cancer could bring I focused on the life that was present no matter how faint it was I knew was possible to grow. The darkest days can show the brightest possibilities. Thank you for travelling this road with me and John your thoughts and prayers and support help keep us on track for life.

One year ago:

Dec 2013: John was alive but his eyes told the story there was not much time left. 

There was only a spark to create a fire and I had to keep it going for John to live for every family 

December 31, 2013 ·
Up date John: Apollo 13 mission to eliminate the identified sarcoma cancer to survive and thrive:
Happy 2014!
John is amazing he is becoming stronger each day. He hates half the things I give him to help his strength to increase. (He does them just the same) That makes the other half a delight. He does not have to rest during the day and for the most part is able to do much more then 6 months ago. He is starting to move better and sits in ways that he would never choose if the cancer had increased making it too uncomfortable. Those are the things I see that make my heart light.
The battle ground is at a cellular level that I can not see. I can only feel the difference. One touch tells me much. The texture of the tummy is different in a good way. I just hope it is enough to show a difference to postpone the operation or no longer need one. Soon I will have a snap shot to tell more of the story (in 2 weeks)
I keep looking for the answer that will give John Cearley the edge he needs. We are not out of the woods yet. I can see some light. Pray that things go well. The prayers and thoughts help move us forward. Thanks you all for traveling this road with me. It is of great help not to feel alone.


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Today,

Cancer is alive and yet dead, it steals time and give time:

2014 has been the longest most happiest year of my life. The scariest thing about being identified with a sarcoma which has several different types of cells, very fibrous and the traditional treatments are borrowed from research done on other cancers in the hope they may met the needs to kill out the mass. Sarcomas usually have low to no chance to keep someone alive long term let alone short term from a doctor's point of view.

However as all doctor's do give their best options to keep us alive. In my world it may not be the only option available. Judging the answers doctor's gave to my questions told me in ways there was more I understood of how cancer worked and how it could be affected to give higher chance at a full life and full healing measured not in weeks but in ideas John would create with his mind, with each breath he would take, with the feeling of life that would grow in him to become his story to tell. 

The difference between me and traditional ways is I don't see the sarcoma in the way doctor's do something to be destroyed and cut out. I don't view it as killing it out I view it as dissolving and healing fully.

I had answers right from the beginning I knew it was more than treatments that help people survive it was the story they carry with them and the actions they would take. I also knew in an instant things could change and John could become only a memory for my heart to carry.

Many remind me of loved ones they had lost in an attempt to help direct, to save John. I knew that could be true and I knew others did not carry with them thousands upon thousand of hours of research, the plethora of trail and error that directs and a life time of finding ways to keep life going. I knew they had never read a study that said "regeneration of the pancreas and elimination of pancreatic cancer in mice" not from a drug but immune building.  It was this knowledge that kept the door open for belief that it was possible that lead to faith that kept John alive one day at a time until his mind could carry a story of healing and keep  his life going, keep our family as one.

My wish for you who are reading my words for the first time or have read them for the full journey is to find a way to find real in your life, the fake tracks time the real creates time. The fake counts the years from birth to death. The real is only concerned with the dash between birth and death. The fake is always  judged by a profit in a set of books measured by the amount of money accumulated. The real is stronger than the thoughts that take and gives us a conscious, purpose and profit measured by our beliefs, thoughts and actions we take in everyday ordinary life that sometime takes many forms not just one. 

May you have the maximum that life can offer and find a way every time no matter how far off track, no matter what the odds are that you may live to understand what is a need and not a want. 


Funds allow the freedom of discover to find a way. Thank you all for your prayers, thoughts and support. The reason why for us to heal John and in doing so we hope to keep all dad's alive to survive and thrive to make families strong. Donate today at johnwillheal
    

Photo below: Dec 2014 The spark of life can be seen in his eyes. Still a long way to go. The difference today is John feels the spark growing into a warm fire of hope, faith and real life. 

Real world answers today creating stories for tomorrows world:

We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing for full weight and activities can be done without damage.

John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own, together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.

Thanks for believing!

Team JOHN
John's ordinary Healing now.

Our goal a cancer free world
Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.

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Could Shadow Play be the Invisible Answer to Cancer?

Photo: What is it? Both of the yellow fruit 

came from the same tree. 

Could Shadow Play be the 

Invisible Answer to Cancer?

Does the Invisible World 

have the Ability to Effect Our Very Thoughts?

12-30-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel
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Theremin is played by the invisible touch

"It is not a single view that counts it is including the light and the dark the visible and the invisible that allows the possibility of real world answers. Without the shadow we may never understand how bright the light is or how it works in the real world. Cancer may be no different at all" - CGCreel  

Lemons that are the same but different (photo above):

Yes the two yellow fruit are lemons, why is one so large and the other one normal? Both are lemons and both carry a DNA. An invisible effect has happened that there is something missing to maintain the instructions of the DNA or something new in the DNA like a virus. In reality it doesn't matter the cause as much as how to turn it off. That is my specialty is to find a non invasive way to correct back to optimal levels of life.

In my garden this is a daily event to protect by strength of the plant. It is the work of my heart that will help John heal and dissolve his identified sarcoma cancer. The possibility is now to find a way to work within the bounds of nature and create a "Cancer free" world. 




The invisible effect of Shadow Play and Cancer:

It was the coolest when my mom let me have friends over and set up the move screen and a light to play shadow games. It seems much of my childhood was filled with games in light and dark or a combination of both.

I loved it all, but creating art with a shadow or even a movie from shadows of hands misinformed in front of light to create a barking dog. It didn't take and understanding of the science just how to manipulate my hand and light to create an something that travels faster then the speed of light, a shadow. A shadow isn't physical and yet he has a physical effect like night is a very large shadow affecting  how the Earth functions. 

Shadows to a way to defeat cancer: In everyday life we feel the effects of the invisible and yet we usually discount that effect as nonsense with the reality that what they are seeing makes no sense at all.
 


Cancer is the darkness and healthy cells are the light.
Without this understanding of shadow and light, physical and non physical, I could never have understood as much as I have to make an impact on John's identified extra large (now just large) sarcoma cancer. It is the questions

I ask myself of what am I missing or the invisible effect that I find vague ideas of change that work in the real world. It is the feel of the movement that is invisible to the eye that provides a new insight. Biochemistry is as much about what is physical and what is non physical.

I pray every day that I have done enough for John to move his body to dissolve this identified sarcoma.  It is why John is still here, moving from surviving to thriving.

Invisibility of curiosity changes our very thoughts:

Curiosity is an invisible way to change the thoughts and patterns of thoughts.  I look for the doctor that has a low  threshold of curiosity and I know when 
I have found one. I see it in their eyes.

It is when they look upon John or his records that I know they know John is not their normal patient and in the  minds of the doctor's is a question why. Some doctor's come up with quick little answers they think fit while others carry these thoughts home and work on an answer over time. It are those answer that I am most curious to find they often are something I have missed, something from another point of view.

The best part is when a doctor learns he can use that with any patient to help them also. Everyone wins.

The next time you are looking at the night sky remember it is the shadow that allows us to see the brightness of the stars. With this thought, it will be a way to create a World that is "Cancer free".

Funds allow the freedom of discover to find a way. Thank you all for your prayers, thoughts and support. The reason why for us to heal John and in doing so we hope to keep all dad's alive to survive and thrive to make families strong. Donate today at johnwillheal
    

Real world answers today creating stories for tomorrows world:

We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing for full weight and activities can be done without damage.

John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own, together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.

Thanks for believing!

Team JOHN
John's ordinary Healing now.

Our goal a cancer free world
Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.

Please:
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Surviving Cancer and Life like an Open Book Test?

Surviving Cancer and Life like an Open Book Test?
Are the answers there to be found?

12-27-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel 
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"There is diversity of life of what has happened in creation of a memory,

 it is the ability to fully access to give 

the best chance to keep life alive to survive and thrive." 
~ CGCreel 

Cancer, I don't have to study it's an open book test:

I think back to 7th grade there was a test coming and not to worry it was open book. I always studied hard and long for test just to get A's, B's or C's. I went home thinking I could look it up during the test. I did't create a memory to pull from the test, I could just look it up, so I almost failed the test. Forever after I knew I had to know the information well enough to pull it out of my head and if It was open book where the information was held in the book to clarify the answer. There was not time to learn, just do.

When John was identified with a extra large sarcoma cancer was the day I knew this was an open book test that I had to remember as much as I could carry and what I couldn't carry I had to remember where or how to find it. This quest for information has led me to one question: Do I understand and know enough to help John to live, survive and thrive?

Life is a true open book test, only we are the ones who create the questions. We are the ones who search for the answers. We are the ones who are the keeper of the memories that we can easily pull out in the time of need. When we are unable to pull the information out or do not know where to find it at the very moment of need can be a life threatening event.

Cancer steals memories, my job is to keep the memories alive:

Every day I watch, wait and live with John to see what is happening, is there a trending of improvement or decline. I am John's back up memory of his life when he can not pull up a memory of what is happening I remind him and direct him to a reason why to move, to take action.

A year ago John could hardly access any memories. The chemistry of the mass created a "block" that no matter what I told John it would not stick. He wrote everything down just to kind of get through the day. The consecutive days made me often feel as if John's foot was nailed to the floor. I noticed every detail and others didn't see or only the obvious issues.

One year later one large mass is alive inside John's belly and dying out. There as been thousands and thousands of hours of research and trial and error to find real world answers to keep John alive to thrive. No longer does John fully depend on me to remind and watch and direct.  I see John remembering, being aware and self directing to find his way. I still watch, notice and redirect when necessary. I feel as if it is the beginning of winter and as with a pond the ice that covers it may look thick enough to walk on and yet if tested will fail under the weight of a person to break away dropping the person into the dark icy cold water that offers more chance of death then life.

It is my job to make sure the ice is thick enough to withstand almost any weight life will throw at it. It is my job to make sure John's body and mind is supported to create a person that is unaffected by almost everything the world throws at him and can just keep going to have a normal life to share with others in memories and conversation. It is my job to notice, analyze and decide. It is not a job I applied for. It was a job I took on when there was no one else that could. It is just like an open book test know where to find an answer and there will be no unanswered questions.

We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing before full weight and activities can be done without damage.

John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own,  together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.

Thanks for believing!
Team JOHN
John's Ordinary Healing now

Our goal a cancer free world
Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.

Please:
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Extra Memory For Life? Story telling to save a life?

PHOTO ABOVE: TWO BEES POLLINATING A FLOWER IN THE GARDEN

Extra Memory for Life?
Story telling to save a life?



12-27-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel 
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"Ordinary life creates extraordinary acts only by the instance access of the memories we hold to pull out in a desperate time of need to keep us alive, to survive and thrive _ a story to be told." ~ CGCreel

Every day life lessons come in handy when needed:

As the honey bees buzzed from flower to flower in my heirloom organic garden I discovered a new memory, not just one bee at a time to collect nectar, if the bloom was larger than life it fit two bees and sometimes 3 bees. I ran and snatched up the camera and as luck would have it on the tenth shot the camera captured two bees doing their job of pollination in one flower and a memory of what is possible in life I do not always carry with me. 

As long as I have a way to access and save this photo, of two bees in one flower it has the possibility of helping me in another day, another time in life. I may not even know how this might connect, I just know if I remember there will be a time it may be to one memory that helps find a real world solution. This memory will most likely stick with because it is a day I discovered something new in the garden, a day of discovery and reliance to how the real world works. In the real world answers that matter the most are the ones that work as in the design of nature. All other answer are there until we find the sweet spot of discovery of working with and never against to find a way.  

For many to remember a moment in time  is to upload  the photo or print this memory of two bees in one flower and it will be there for me or anyone. However the photo will be only a shadow of discover like a vac cation photo of an experience. The actions and act it took to capture this shot will be a story of what is possible  not an experience  like so much of  our modern world technology brings to us. Even for me, unless my mind does not store the memory or the feeling of discovery on that day then the thought will never enter my mind and I will never access that day of discovery again.

The beauty of this photo will be digitally stored and never thought of again. Unless there is a reason and a way to access this memory.  Looking at the photo may spark the chemistry to remember but it also may not. Memories have a chemistry to being saved in the mind just like a computer document if you don't have an automatic save or click on save the document, it is just gone as if it was never created. 

Ordinary day teaches to the future:

It is the ordinary everyday actives that create a basis of the why and how things are done. It is why we work hard to create or just sit back with no hope. Out of the memories we hold and are able access come hope that leads to faith that moves us to an action to find a way or lack of memory stamps out hope and faith replacing action with inaction of low chances of finding a way to do much except give up.


When my John, the love of my life, was identified with a extra large sarcoma cancer, it was not the cancer I feared it was did I carry enough stories to show me a way. This was a test for life. Not for my life,  but the one of the most important people in my life. It was John's life, I now held in my hands for action or inaction what I said, did and thought would influence John to live or die. That moment I drew on the stories of the past, the good science I knew that created the hope and the faith I could find a way to help John live, to survive to thrive. To be a part of life with the living and create a new story of hope that we would discover together. 

 Cancer a fight of ideas and words or just story telling?
This was not a fight against a cancer this was a fight for memories that were and memories that would be created with in a mind that was being sucked dry by a mass living in John's abdomen of all that made John alive and well. This was a fight to create a new story teller, John.

This was the moment I knew the gifts my mother and my father's mother gave to me when I was growing up were not the ones saved on in a photo, on a shelf or in a computer. This was a battle of what I could carry and what I had access to with in my mind. It was the battle of finding the story teller in John and bringing that story teller to life. The memory of life would keep John here to heal, to live the life that is the gift of possibilities.

I often wake up in the middle of the night with a question and answer in my mind from what I carry with me to bed. It is always something that John needs to survive and thrive. It is always there in my mind to notice and figure out the how and the way. The answers are always held in what I have learned and how to find what is relevant. Life is a story to be discovered, remembered and retold.

There were those when I grew up that said storytelling is dead, it is a waste of time, the stories can be saved now and watched or listened to at anytime. It was my mother, my grandmother (dad's mom) and one two uncles by marriage that never listened to others and told the family stories of the how and the why, the tales of life that did not just store information in a book or as a string of numbers it gave me a feeling to carry with me that created hope and faith to use when I needed it the most on November 18, 2014 when the doctor looked into John's eyes and said "Go home and enjoy the holidays with your family. We will see you after the first of the year." The story teller in me knew that was a doctor that had no hope of survival there was nothing he could pull from his memory to save John.

It is at that exact moment I knew what to do, to remember and connect to create a story to be told to create the happiest ending possible. To have my John back to grow old together and to keep a dad for our daughters to love in the here and now.

So far, so good John's story is being created in everyday life. I see John finding his own way to tell his story for others to carry when they need more than desperation, they need hope and faith to find a way. My mom and grandma gave a gift to me, of a feeling from a life I did not live and I shared it with John and may John share it with many to create a story that creates another story to be shared by all.

Thank you for any and all help. Your thoughts, prayers and support go a very long way when life is dependent on what can be created and not what is. There is no pharmacy or procedure that will heal John. It is only what we can create.  John does as much as he is able each day which includes this very large mass and it's limitations and I create and keep track of as much as possible each day to help John which we hope helps the many others in what is possible. 

Real world answers today create stories for tomorrows world:

We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing for full weight and activities can be done without damage.

John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own, together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.

Thanks for believing!

Team JOHN
John's ordinary Healing now.

Our goal a cancer free world
Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.

Please:
share~give~like

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Please answer 10 questions to help us help John Monkey Minds or Elephant Intelligence?

Death on Hold: The Best Christmas Ever?

Death on Hold: The Best Christmas Ever?

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It was the year that we put death on hold and created the best Christmas ever. Our smiles were of what could be and to hold on to that hope each and everyday. John will heal was created. The cancerous acting cells of his head sized mass had to be stopped and John would live. In living I did not know the hope that would be creating in other and with hope the thought of life become possible and life happens with possibilities. This is our year we discovered life not death and John has a lot to offer more in life than in death. We hope you find what you need this joyful season and let the spirit of faith carry you though the year.

One long, long year of hope and faith and life:

In the past we were the type of family that looked for the perfect gift to give at Christmas. Bows and boxes were all we all thought of as we wrapped them and placed them under the tree it was the thought of how happy  the person would be that gave us the joy.

Each Christmas Eve we would share with our church family with thoughts or world peace, joy and happiness.  The season was all about giving and it was exciting to see others open their gifts. That was until last Christmas when the boxes and bows didn't matter at all. The rich meaning of Christmas came in one thought, one wish, in one minute to keep John alive each day to heal his mass, with the love of our family, the faith John could heal and hopefully help from the doctor's to keep this family whole. The family knew it would depend on us the most no matter which healing path was taken.


Nov 18, 2013 was the day John was told to "go home and enjoy the holidays with the family" after John was identified with a almost volleyball size sarcoma cancer. By December 3rd John was admitted at Stanford Hospital, we were talking softly in the middle of the night about future days that could be, knowing there may not be a 2nd chance at life and yet with faith in place the strength to heal was there. Desperately looking for something that could be done I placed my bare hand on John's abdomen as I touched to mass I could feel the coldness of this mass that had no brain or heart and yet it was alive and would take John from us or John would heal and kill off the mass. The healing touch is only one of natures and God's small gifts to us all that we used to stop this mass from living freely.

I looked blankly at my hand which curved over the top of the mass and thought, "Life is not a movie and it would take being proactive to find a way to create an ending."

 We came home from Stanford and the gift of healing happened with much faith and work to start this job. How do you eat an elephant one bit was on a loop in my mind for days.

Christmas 2013 was not filled with many gifts for our family but the feeling of the meaning of Christmas filled our home and this to date was the happiest Christmas the Cearley family has every had even though we knew the odds were against us we had faith, good science and healing supplies. This time of bonding and looking for answer for John while knowing this could be the last Christmas with John was the day we created Team JOHN (John's ordinary Healing Now) we just had not named our team yet. The longer we have been helping the more we have done to help heal John and help other.

We have found many families who were lost each week and many have called us to find a new way of looking at healing. The best is seeing the change in the nurses and doctors way of thinking from only a "cure" a single idea that misses so much to diversity in healing supporting many ways to heal or test to tell how much progress there is flexibility.


The very idea of cancer changed the course of our families lives. Of a normal life of working and earning money enjoying the normal routine to working 80 hour weeks, researching, creating just one order of healing supplies may take one entire day and usually 3 to 4 days, doctor visits and so on and so on and so on just to have a chance of creating the opportunity of life that take diversity of thought creating ideas with flexibility. The biggest surprise to many was in this journey created.

12-22-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel 
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Cancer changed the course of our lives to look for answers and so far we are beating the odds. After a a year of working to heal John and discovering what happens when we run short or our healing cat, Henry, who stayed with John on his darkest days disappears how much healing is loss. we put our best effort to keeping the ball rolling. We wish there were other answers and in our research we see many new and exciting treatments that work with the body that may take another 10 years to become common place, but for now we can only pray our way will finish the job of healing for John.

Everyday we see the life come back into peoples eyes that have been hurt by cancer with John's story, Everyday we see a hope grow in people. We can not help everyone but we can give a gift of hope and faith for others to lean on in their darkest days. We know there is no guarantee of healing, just an opportunity for us and for John to walk thought the door back to a life that is normal with a new purpose of a conversation for life, John's story of hope creating a chance. May your lives be blessed with finding the richness of Christmas as God interned. Prayers to all without you this road would have been almost impossible. With you all we make an unbeatable team. Please continue to keep John in your prayers for healing, it takes much to build a strong enough immune system to take out this last mass. Faith is where it all begins.

Thank you for believing.

Cindy Creel

John Will Heal

Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.

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All Dark Happiness Comes With a Price

12-19-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel 
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A conversation for life, John's story of hope

creating a change of heart
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Please help need $600 now

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I looked at the empty plate and I felt happy, John was happy. I realized this happiness was different, Satiated! A light and airy happiness. With a light there always seems to be a darkness..... Dark Happiness.

For many years John and our families life was filled with a dark happiness. It left us with a big smile on our faces. an empty feeling inside searching for a feeling life. With John's body creating a mass identified as a head size sarcoma cancer I found John always looking for happiness and most often it was the dark kind created by a picture, a word, a food, or a his very thought which creates a negative in the long run. . 

We are all able to create all kinds of happiness one that is light and helps the body heal or calm like a kitty purring on a lap. Or a dark happiness that is forever at the edge creating a want in life that will never be filled.

Dark Happiness is a happiness that does the typical thing of making a person laugh or smile and feel happy with a bio chemistry that is hurting the person. 
Dark Happiness - an activity or food that creates a negative impact on the bio chemistry supporting only a temporary happiness in place of a lifetime of happiness which may lead to a catastrophic event such as cancer or lack of ability to build new brain cells or connections. it is a feeling of happiness that never lasts. 

The question:

Is there a time that you feel a dark happiness that is only a want and never can fill you up inside?

Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.

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Please answer 10 questions to help us help John Monkey Minds or Elephant Intelligence?

Life Is Not a Movie People Die, Survive or Thrive in Real Life

Things can turn on a dime from life to death if John
does not keep his faith and stick to the regiment Team JOHN created.
The doctor's and nurses always ask "What are we doing?"
We need supplies
so John can stay on track!
Please help need $1,400 now

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UPdate 12-17-2014

need $1,000 ASAP
to keep John's body killing out the mass!

Healing is about being flexible, It is adjusting to what is happening and finding out why to create a way to beat the odds.  IT is why John's mass is dying and yet is still affecting the body. The mass in it's own way fights back to live, with no brain or heart of it's own if not stopped it will grow until it kills them both or John will kill it out. 

This is not a movie that has a set ending. When we are passive without being proactive life or peace can not be maintained. It is not that people don't want to help John for I see it everyday the hopes and the wishes to heal.

 It is more likely the lack of understanding that they have power to help with just a word, just a touch, just a look or even just a few dollars. Everyday Team JOHN (John's Ordinary Healing Now) asks What can we do to help John? It is our gift to him and with that gift John is able to say back to us How can I help you also? Healing happens when life is proactive. 

Thank you to the few that helped us purchase one set of 6, 10 days of healing treatments. In the last few weeks there has been a critical need to be flexible for John's body with increased pressure on a set of blood vessels when the mass mass moves while John stands it has a side effect of higher blood pressure and his left leg swelling. We know there are times like this and that it is the strengths of John's body and Heart that will allow him to survive until we can help him thrive.  All scans are showing the mass is dying. The best way to help this pressure reduce is to reduce the mass itself just a little quicker. That takes supplies to keep John's body pushing against the mass trying to survive. 

Thank you all for your warm thoughts, prayers and support. Faith carries us through until we find the proof that we travel the best path. 

Thank you for believing, 

Team JOHN
John's Ordinary Healing Now

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Original post 12-13-2014

Life Is Not a Movie!

In real life we create the ending
People

Die, Survive or Thrive 

in Real Life

John will die
if healing is stopped.
The only chance is to have

 Faith, good science and real world solutions. 

Team JOHN has real world solutions
that are working now.

The insurance company will

let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen

and yet it does every day
John must survive to 

keep our family whole 

while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses

answering all their questions

to have hope beyond drugs.

Real World Solutions.
Thank you for believing!

WE NEED $1, 400 ASAP to keep John's body stronger than the mass
Supplies, pure water filters, real organic food and many supplements

We have the faith and the hope. I work over 80 hours a week with Team JOHN to create what we need everyday for John to heal.

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12-15-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel 
johnwillheal

A conversation for life, John's story of hope

creating a change of heart

John will die
if healing is stopped.
The only chance is to have
 Faith, good science and real world solutions. 
Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now we are running out of supplies. 
Insurance will not pay for what John needs. I work 80 hours a week to find answers and take care. 

Things can turn on a dime from surviving and thriving  to death if John does not keep his faith and stick to the regiment Team JOHN created.
The doctor's and nurses always ask "What are we doing?"




The only chance he is to have

Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.


Real World Solutions.

Please:
share~give~like

gofundme.com/JohnWillHeal

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