Surviving Cancer and Life like an Open Book Test?

Surviving Cancer and Life like an Open Book Test?
Are the answers there to be found?

12-27-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel 
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"There is diversity of life of what has happened in creation of a memory,

 it is the ability to fully access to give 

the best chance to keep life alive to survive and thrive." 
~ CGCreel 

Cancer, I don't have to study it's an open book test:

I think back to 7th grade there was a test coming and not to worry it was open book. I always studied hard and long for test just to get A's, B's or C's. I went home thinking I could look it up during the test. I did't create a memory to pull from the test, I could just look it up, so I almost failed the test. Forever after I knew I had to know the information well enough to pull it out of my head and if It was open book where the information was held in the book to clarify the answer. There was not time to learn, just do.

When John was identified with a extra large sarcoma cancer was the day I knew this was an open book test that I had to remember as much as I could carry and what I couldn't carry I had to remember where or how to find it. This quest for information has led me to one question: Do I understand and know enough to help John to live, survive and thrive?

Life is a true open book test, only we are the ones who create the questions. We are the ones who search for the answers. We are the ones who are the keeper of the memories that we can easily pull out in the time of need. When we are unable to pull the information out or do not know where to find it at the very moment of need can be a life threatening event.

Cancer steals memories, my job is to keep the memories alive:

Every day I watch, wait and live with John to see what is happening, is there a trending of improvement or decline. I am John's back up memory of his life when he can not pull up a memory of what is happening I remind him and direct him to a reason why to move, to take action.

A year ago John could hardly access any memories. The chemistry of the mass created a "block" that no matter what I told John it would not stick. He wrote everything down just to kind of get through the day. The consecutive days made me often feel as if John's foot was nailed to the floor. I noticed every detail and others didn't see or only the obvious issues.

One year later one large mass is alive inside John's belly and dying out. There as been thousands and thousands of hours of research and trial and error to find real world answers to keep John alive to thrive. No longer does John fully depend on me to remind and watch and direct.  I see John remembering, being aware and self directing to find his way. I still watch, notice and redirect when necessary. I feel as if it is the beginning of winter and as with a pond the ice that covers it may look thick enough to walk on and yet if tested will fail under the weight of a person to break away dropping the person into the dark icy cold water that offers more chance of death then life.

It is my job to make sure the ice is thick enough to withstand almost any weight life will throw at it. It is my job to make sure John's body and mind is supported to create a person that is unaffected by almost everything the world throws at him and can just keep going to have a normal life to share with others in memories and conversation. It is my job to notice, analyze and decide. It is not a job I applied for. It was a job I took on when there was no one else that could. It is just like an open book test know where to find an answer and there will be no unanswered questions.

We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing before full weight and activities can be done without damage.

John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own,  together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.

Thanks for believing!
Team JOHN
John's Ordinary Healing now

Our goal a cancer free world
Team JOHN has real world solutions 
that are working now.

The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs

This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to 
keep our family whole 
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.

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