PHOTO ABOVE: TWO BEES POLLINATING A FLOWER IN THE GARDEN
Extra Memory for Life?
Story telling to save a life?
12-27-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel
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Story telling to save a life?
12-27-2014 by Cynthia G. Creel
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A conversation for life, John's story of hope
creating a change of heart
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"Ordinary life creates extraordinary acts only by the instance access of the memories we hold to pull out in a desperate time of need to keep us alive, to survive and thrive _ a story to be told." ~ CGCreel
Every day life lessons come in handy when needed:
As the honey bees buzzed from flower to flower in my heirloom organic garden I discovered a new memory, not just one bee at a time to collect nectar, if the bloom was larger than life it fit two bees and sometimes 3 bees. I ran and snatched up the camera and as luck would have it on the tenth shot the camera captured two bees doing their job of pollination in one flower and a memory of what is possible in life I do not always carry with me.
As long as I have a way to access and save this photo, of two bees in one flower it has the possibility of helping me in another day, another time in life. I may not even know how this might connect, I just know if I remember there will be a time it may be to one memory that helps find a real world solution. This memory will most likely stick with because it is a day I discovered something new in the garden, a day of discovery and reliance to how the real world works. In the real world answers that matter the most are the ones that work as in the design of nature. All other answer are there until we find the sweet spot of discovery of working with and never against to find a way.
For many to remember a moment in time is to upload the photo or print this memory of two bees in one flower and it will be there for me or anyone. However the photo will be only a shadow of discover like a vac cation photo of an experience. The actions and act it took to capture this shot will be a story of what is possible not an experience like so much of our modern world technology brings to us. Even for me, unless my mind does not store the memory or the feeling of discovery on that day then the thought will never enter my mind and I will never access that day of discovery again.
The beauty of this photo will be digitally stored and never thought of again. Unless there is a reason and a way to access this memory. Looking at the photo may spark the chemistry to remember but it also may not. Memories have a chemistry to being saved in the mind just like a computer document if you don't have an automatic save or click on save the document, it is just gone as if it was never created.
The beauty of this photo will be digitally stored and never thought of again. Unless there is a reason and a way to access this memory. Looking at the photo may spark the chemistry to remember but it also may not. Memories have a chemistry to being saved in the mind just like a computer document if you don't have an automatic save or click on save the document, it is just gone as if it was never created.
Ordinary day teaches to the future:
It is the ordinary everyday actives that create a basis of the why and how things are done. It is why we work hard to create or just sit back with no hope. Out of the memories we hold and are able access come hope that leads to faith that moves us to an action to find a way or lack of memory stamps out hope and faith replacing action with inaction of low chances of finding a way to do much except give up.
When my John, the love of my life, was identified with a extra large sarcoma cancer, it was not the cancer I feared it was did I carry enough stories to show me a way. This was a test for life. Not for my life, but the one of the most important people in my life. It was John's life, I now held in my hands for action or inaction what I said, did and thought would influence John to live or die. That moment I drew on the stories of the past, the good science I knew that created the hope and the faith I could find a way to help John live, to survive to thrive. To be a part of life with the living and create a new story of hope that we would discover together.
Cancer a fight of ideas and words or just story telling?
This was not a fight against a cancer this was a fight for memories that were and memories that would be created with in a mind that was being sucked dry by a mass living in John's abdomen of all that made John alive and well. This was a fight to create a new story teller, John.
This was the moment I knew the gifts my mother and my father's mother gave to me when I was growing up were not the ones saved on in a photo, on a shelf or in a computer. This was a battle of what I could carry and what I had access to with in my mind. It was the battle of finding the story teller in John and bringing that story teller to life. The memory of life would keep John here to heal, to live the life that is the gift of possibilities.
I often wake up in the middle of the night with a question and answer in my mind from what I carry with me to bed. It is always something that John needs to survive and thrive. It is always there in my mind to notice and figure out the how and the way. The answers are always held in what I have learned and how to find what is relevant. Life is a story to be discovered, remembered and retold.
There were those when I grew up that said storytelling is dead, it is a waste of time, the stories can be saved now and watched or listened to at anytime. It was my mother, my grandmother (dad's mom) and one two uncles by marriage that never listened to others and told the family stories of the how and the why, the tales of life that did not just store information in a book or as a string of numbers it gave me a feeling to carry with me that created hope and faith to use when I needed it the most on November 18, 2014 when the doctor looked into John's eyes and said "Go home and enjoy the holidays with your family. We will see you after the first of the year." The story teller in me knew that was a doctor that had no hope of survival there was nothing he could pull from his memory to save John.
It is at that exact moment I knew what to do, to remember and connect to create a story to be told to create the happiest ending possible. To have my John back to grow old together and to keep a dad for our daughters to love in the here and now.
So far, so good John's story is being created in everyday life. I see John finding his own way to tell his story for others to carry when they need more than desperation, they need hope and faith to find a way. My mom and grandma gave a gift to me, of a feeling from a life I did not live and I shared it with John and may John share it with many to create a story that creates another story to be shared by all.
Thank you for any and all help. Your thoughts, prayers and support go a very long way when life is dependent on what can be created and not what is. There is no pharmacy or procedure that will heal John. It is only what we can create. John does as much as he is able each day which includes this very large mass and it's limitations and I create and keep track of as much as possible each day to help John which we hope helps the many others in what is possible.
When my John, the love of my life, was identified with a extra large sarcoma cancer, it was not the cancer I feared it was did I carry enough stories to show me a way. This was a test for life. Not for my life, but the one of the most important people in my life. It was John's life, I now held in my hands for action or inaction what I said, did and thought would influence John to live or die. That moment I drew on the stories of the past, the good science I knew that created the hope and the faith I could find a way to help John live, to survive to thrive. To be a part of life with the living and create a new story of hope that we would discover together.
Cancer a fight of ideas and words or just story telling?
This was not a fight against a cancer this was a fight for memories that were and memories that would be created with in a mind that was being sucked dry by a mass living in John's abdomen of all that made John alive and well. This was a fight to create a new story teller, John.
This was the moment I knew the gifts my mother and my father's mother gave to me when I was growing up were not the ones saved on in a photo, on a shelf or in a computer. This was a battle of what I could carry and what I had access to with in my mind. It was the battle of finding the story teller in John and bringing that story teller to life. The memory of life would keep John here to heal, to live the life that is the gift of possibilities.
I often wake up in the middle of the night with a question and answer in my mind from what I carry with me to bed. It is always something that John needs to survive and thrive. It is always there in my mind to notice and figure out the how and the way. The answers are always held in what I have learned and how to find what is relevant. Life is a story to be discovered, remembered and retold.
There were those when I grew up that said storytelling is dead, it is a waste of time, the stories can be saved now and watched or listened to at anytime. It was my mother, my grandmother (dad's mom) and one two uncles by marriage that never listened to others and told the family stories of the how and the why, the tales of life that did not just store information in a book or as a string of numbers it gave me a feeling to carry with me that created hope and faith to use when I needed it the most on November 18, 2014 when the doctor looked into John's eyes and said "Go home and enjoy the holidays with your family. We will see you after the first of the year." The story teller in me knew that was a doctor that had no hope of survival there was nothing he could pull from his memory to save John.
It is at that exact moment I knew what to do, to remember and connect to create a story to be told to create the happiest ending possible. To have my John back to grow old together and to keep a dad for our daughters to love in the here and now.
So far, so good John's story is being created in everyday life. I see John finding his own way to tell his story for others to carry when they need more than desperation, they need hope and faith to find a way. My mom and grandma gave a gift to me, of a feeling from a life I did not live and I shared it with John and may John share it with many to create a story that creates another story to be shared by all.
Thank you for any and all help. Your thoughts, prayers and support go a very long way when life is dependent on what can be created and not what is. There is no pharmacy or procedure that will heal John. It is only what we can create. John does as much as he is able each day which includes this very large mass and it's limitations and I create and keep track of as much as possible each day to help John which we hope helps the many others in what is possible.
Real world answers today create stories for tomorrows world:
We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing for full weight and activities can be done without damage.
John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own, together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.
We have the solutions, John's body is healing and life is happening and moving from surviving to thriving. Just like a bone that is healing, it takes a full healing for full weight and activities can be done without damage.
John will heal fully one day at time under the watch full eyes that see the good, the bad and the ugly, until he is able and ready to do it for himself. In 30 years the oncologist at UC Davis said only 2 patients have gotten rid of their cancer on their own, together we can make John the 3rd. Thanks again for your good thoughts, prayers and support.
Thanks for believing!
Team JOHN
John's ordinary Healing now.
Team JOHN
John's ordinary Healing now.
Our goal a cancer free world
Team JOHN has real world solutions
that are working now.
The insurance company will
let John die instead
paying for what he needs
This should never happen
and yet it does every day
John must survive to
keep our family whole
while giving feed back to doctor's and nurses
answering all their questions
to have hope beyond drugs.
Real World Solutions.
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